Ya know, I miss winter springs. I miss so many people. I miss being able to see people. Especially a certain person. Just the sound of their voice brightens up my day... and I went and fucked that up yesterday. My heart hurts... This is probably the closest I've come to actually loving someone. I have thought that I was possibly in love before. But ( Read more... )

Hmm... I do alot of stupid stuff... and this takes the cake. I'm dumb... oops.
At least it was fun...;)

*This could be the start of a beautiful friendship*

Yea so... Yesterday I had to work... but I did really well on the sales floor. So, I was happy about that. They had a bunch of new people working, and were like, "hey can you take over this zone, cause so and so is too new". Which was funny, cause it was only my 3rd day! :o) They let me leave early, thank god, cause I had horrible headache. So I ( Read more... )

you promised me starry night skies ( Read more... )

I'm totally over this. I'm serious. I hate being here... but I hated being there. I hate this feeling. I hate having nothing to do. I wanna be someone I'm not... and I want to be what you want. I want... everything to be perfect. I wanna be held... I want someone to be there for me when it's all too much to handle. I want to scream at the top of my ( Read more... )

so i met a really nice guy today. he lives across the street. =OD anyways... i have one friend now. go me! oh... and my dad and i got in a fight tonight. I won and lost. somethings I do i don't know why... i just wanna... i don't know. i'll be back to visit in jan. or feb. but i need a place to stay ( Read more... )

So... California gets better and better. haha. No, I ahven't taken the time to meet anyone or anything, BUT... I did get another job!!! I know... silly. But this one is like totally better!!! So... I'll be working at Express... and... on mondays and wednesdays I will be coaching a 14 and under water polo team. I went to tell the lady that I wasn't ( Read more... )

Well, I've been in California for about...4 days now. It's been... lonely. Today has been the most eventful day by far. So today my mom didn't go to the office... and she woke me up at like... 10:30ish... We were going shopping! Actually, the only reason we were going shopping was so I could buy clothes to go look for a job in, because alot of my ( Read more... )

Damn... this place kinda sucks. It makes me thankful for ws. Seriously. There's nothing around here. I have also realized a few things since I left... i know I haven't been gone long... but there's a few things and people who I realized meant a lot to me... and I never said anything. A person in general. It hurts to think about, but I can't help ( Read more... )

Guess what!! I live in Cali now!! Woot! But I have to say... I was sad to leave the springs. But my last night there was kick ass... haha. O man. I loved it! Well... I just though I'd say I love and miss the springs...<3