So everyone... I'm moving to California in less than 2 weeks. I'll be flying out on Saturday Novemeber 13th. Amazing. It's time. I miss my family soo much it's unbelievable. *being lectured by my dad on the phone right now ( Read more... )

So Shit has been going down lately. It's awful. Thank god some of it's been worked out. In all honesty, I think I could quite posibly be the most retarded person alive. Seriously. I am so dumb. I hate caring about people... I hate crying... and I hate being easy to manipulate. It sucks. I'm sorry to anyone who's been hurt by me lately. If it's any ( Read more... )

the past couple days have kinda sucked!!! people pissed me off... but what can you do... it's just time to start fresh ( Read more... )

So... I woke up at 7am asleep in my jeep. woohoo. I am soooo fucking sore... someone remind me that I don't wanna do that again. And oh my goodness, my eyes hurt from sleeping with my contacts in!! But other than that life's been good. Had a lot of random fun yesterday... I really had more fun last night though. well... til I went "home". I <3 Soul ( Read more... )

So... Here's my confession ( Read more... )

I'm a mess... I try not to be... but I am. I do stupid things and make stupid decisions... I say yes when I really am thinking no. I do the things I don't wanna do.... I push people away... the ones I REALLY want to be around... And.. I'm sorry. Yes... I mean YOU... I am truly sorry... I know it's not your fault I'm the way I am....

So, my family has officially left for california today. I moved into Jennas yesterday. Yesterday was an extremely rough day. I seriously just wanted to crash my car into something. But... oh well ( Read more... )

Yep. I am. I will admit it. I hate not having the other computer to use. i hate this laptop. Anyways... I offer my apologies to you nathaniel. You're right, those feelings weren't genuine. They were childish and temporary. I thought I cared way more than I did. But I ended up just CONVINCING myself that I cared as much I appeared to care. So again ( Read more... )

So, something happened to my computer in the storm. YES! My mom is in the process of fixing it right now, I am at erins house. What the fuck happened? Did I say too much? Probably, but if you can't handle it, too bad. Maybe things would've been better off if we'd never became friends. At least now I won't have to worry about having feelings for you ( Read more... )

Well, work has been hectic as all hell. I have to go in at midnight. oi. Midnight til noon! whoaaaa! Long ass tiring shift. So... there's this guy at rockys... he's hot. He plays polo. yum. seriously. But uh... I love everyone, and hope ya'll make it throught the pussed out storm alright!! Good luck!! Stay Safe, and I'll see ya'll around.