Have you evers..... yes/no

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? oh yes
2. Slept in a different bed? many
3. Made out in a movie theater? oh yes
4. made out with 2 different people in one night? oh yes again.
5. Thought your cousin was hot? nahhh.
6. Been in love? yeah.
7. Slept past noon? oh yes.
8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? only baths when i ( Read more... )

i update this thing way to much for my own good. i guess it's more for myself than anything else really. but this is going to sound really, REALLY morbid. so don't take it that way ( Read more... )

i  can't bring myself to delete this old thing because it's the same one i've had for over two years. plus, it's a nice venting tool. and it's hiliarous to look back a year or two ago and see how silly i was. what i thought, how i wrote and why i wrote it. wow, do people change.

Hi my name is: becca
When I'm nervous: I run away from the situation.
By this time next year: who knows where i'll be.
Last night: my wallet disapeared and i don't know where it went.

PART 1: YOU
Were you a planned baby? kind of but not that early.
Were you the first? yeah.

PART 2: YOUR PERSONALITY
Do you have low self esteem? not often, but it happens.
Do ( Read more... )

 But I guess ( Read more... )

everything in my life is falling apart. I used to tell my friends to find one thing they loved about their life and focus on that ONE aspect. and if that's still in tact, there's reason to believe and reason to breathe. I still agree with my own words. But, I just can't seem to find that one aspect right now. my grades are falling apart that I ( Read more... )

LONDONNNNN! booking my flight with my best friend to london for march 2008. mcdreamy from greys because he's so damn sexy and he needs to be in my life right now. traveling. drinking six coffee cups today. mean girls making me laugh out loud. the color of my nails. stupid addicting online games. knowing i'm going to london. getting my passport in ( Read more... )

For the past couple of days waking up has been awakard. it's like I don't want to open my eyes. I feel like everyday is the same and there's nothing left that's new to see. my relationship with my dad is basically gone. and i don't really have anything left to give it. and the family i thought would always be behind me, no matter if i danced there ( Read more... )

HOPE FOR A CHANGE OF HOPE.

A CHANGE OF HEART.

A CHANGE.

In this farewell ( Read more... )