i cant believe that my bosses have been talking so much about me being a manager. today, the GM of the wolf chase store came in and introduced himself and said "i've heard about you, you must be jess". the first day i went i to start working one of them told me that they had already mentioned me to the OP. i was floored. i hadn't worked one day and ( Read more... )

everything changes in an instant. too many times the axis of my realities has shifted from one thing to the next over night. i am sick of it. i'm for once ok with the way things stand on grand scale. content to start over this time because i'll die if i don't but i want to settle myself. just me, being satisfied and well adjusted. every decision ( Read more... )

I will be home. and it's about time too. i thought for a while there that i would not be able to make it due to money but i worked everything out. and i have figured out what i am going to do when i come home. it's not exciting or great but it makes me happy to have figured it out. i am going to be a server because i can get the job for sure easily ( Read more... )

this suck. i love my apartment here but it's in fucking colorado which sucks. i want it to be minutes away from my mother. why can't i live in a place like this and still eat my cake?

i want out so badly.

oh did i mention that i'll be in memphis for a month in june? yeah, bitches get rowdy.

i am in such a weird period of growth and change. i am really scared about the changes that are about to come. i can tell i am on the verge of some real change and i don't know if i am ready to let go because it may mean i loose the best part of me. i am going back home to memphis for a month in june and i need the time away from Zach to take stock ( Read more... )

thunder in my chest ( Read more... )

my effin 21st birthday is tomorrow. holy fuckin fuck. have you any idea? no. too bad for you, loser. go home and have a little loser crying party with yourself because you suck. unlike me because i am 21. that automatically makes me cool. i was anyway. you'll just have to live.

where are you?