"Isn't it funny. Im enjoying my hatred so much more than I ever enjoyed love. Love is temperamental. Tiring. It makes demands. Love uses you. Changes its mind. But hatred, now, That's something you can use. Sculpt. Wield. It's hard or soft, however you need it. Love humiliates you, but hatred cradles you. It's so soothing. I feel infinitely better ( Read more... )

so basically this was one of the best weekends of my entire life ( Read more... )

this weekend was shit. saturday was the only semi-happy day.
i didnt sleep at all. oh well thats the price you pay.
a nice escape from all this bullshit.
thats all it really is... bull fucking shit. but i must say... i love being on this side of the triangle so much more.
i got myself into this mess... but im waiting for you to come dig me out. where ( Read more... )

hah i could have used this like a year and a half ago. but still it was cute ( Read more... )

i miss ( Read more... )

i love breaking new years resolutions only after 6 days.
and then breaking them again and again and again.
im a happy girl. and i love my friends.

that show next is so stupid kdjsfhdskfskf
i would take the money... always lol

tomorrow is the last day of midterms :) :) :)
then its partying time yayayayayayayay

2oo6 looks bright ( Read more... )

today was by far the most heart wrenching day of my life. i read over every poem, every letter, every note, every drawing, every email. i cried. and the pictures oh man... that stupid little book we started... the photos from your photography final... the pictures of us at my grandparents condo... the pictures from chuck e cheese... the pictures ( Read more... )

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summer is basically over so i felt it time to finally update with pictures. in some sick way im actually looking foward to school :x

( SUMMER )