Ugh the last few days have been... interesante. Sex ed is awkward. I made a lil' Robb. I think I'm going to make a lil' Dan, lil' J, and lil' Erik. Lil' Erik's for Dyana. My lil' Robb is funny. You should ask me about it. I'll show you lil' Robb. It's so weird, I haven't liked anyone in the longest time. And I'm not so depressed anymore, so this ( Read more... )

I've got enough story to make your never forget me, but I think, I think that you will.

All of those kids you call your friends
They can make you the weakest.

All you need is yourself.

High school is balls. What happened to my friends? Drama club is finally over, so glad. I should've told him. I should've said how... but, I didn't. I think I will, but it won't be in person. I'm freezing right now. It's Thanksgiving break, and Elf will be on in two days. I haven't done anything recently. I sit at home and mourn about my life. ( Read more... )

I really want to hate him. SO much. So much. Then I wouldn't have to feel any ounce of jealousy. Just so I can stop talking to him. But I can't. No matter how much I want to.

I don't like him, I swear I don't. It'd be stupid to like him in that sense. Actually, I kind of hate him. I hate when he does that, I hate when... No I don't, I don't hate him in any way, shape, or form. And that's the thing, I want to, but I can't. I don't like him. I don't.

You know, you don't have to start being a dick to me already.

I need to stop setting myself up for a let down. This has happened with other things, and it always happens in this department. Why would I ever think that he'd be mildly interested in me? I don't know for fact that he isn't, but I still feel like shit.

So, as I was in the shower just minutes ago. Yes, that'd be aroud the time of 4:50AM... I thought about life. I can't believe I'm already in high school. It's not what I feared, but I hate school already. It's weird to think how when I wake up at 4 something or so, I'd be waking up an hour to two hours later for middle school. I miss that. I'm ( Read more... )

everything is balls.