this morning as I walked into library west I saw the sign for pumpkin spiced lattes. is it really that time of year again? last fall seems FOREVER ago, and it's hard for me to comprehend that it's only been 365 days. according to my planner, i don't have a week without an exam until thanksgiving. I guess that's cool. most of those weeks have more ( Read more... )

- to sleep more than 5 hours a night
- a baby kitten, or a male to use as a pillow every night.. but who leaves me alone during the day
- to not feel like my brain is going to spontaneously combust every time i open my planner
- to go home and visit my mom and dad
- to look like rachel mcadams (woo dream big!)
- to feel like i could some day be a ( Read more... )

while this is my fourth year back in gainesville, everything feels completely different. i basically inhale coffee. i walk through a hospital to get to the cafeteria/bookstore/professors' offices. i get stuck in elevators with 32983298 gorgeous med students, and stare at them accordingly. i sleep an average of 5 hours a night. i go out on ( Read more... )

I leave for my month-long adventure in new zealand in about 40 hours and i am BEYOND excited. i can't even contain myself and i can't stop myself from smiling these past few days. me and my 47.5 lb suitcase will be having quite the adventure. i think all the excitement started to build when i was reading through all the optionals i can do on my ( Read more... )

It feels so weird for me to have so much free time. I think I established that the last time things were this way was...the summer after I graduated high school. It's the first time since then that I've had no school, no work, no volunteering...nothing. Most of the time it's so relaxing, but sometimes it makes me feel anxious and as if I need to ( Read more... )

for a long time it was pretty easy for me to suppress my feelings and just not deal with anything, but it's getting harder and harder every day now, knowing i'm going to have to face it all in a matter of days. i wish i could say i'm still angry, but i'm just hurt and drowning in a sea of wishes and dreams. i try and tell myself i want different ( Read more... )

Right now, saying that I'm stressed would be the understatement of the century ( Read more... )

I feel so restless and eager but nervous and scared ( Read more... )

I'm reaching a point where I feel like I might be too happy and comfortable with things and that things just don't phase me ( Read more... )

Today I called my dad as  I was leaving tutoring zone to check in with him like I normally do because I hadn't talked to him in a few days. I asked him what was new and he told me that they had a scare and that he was at the hospital with my mom because my grandma had a heart attack earlier this morning....which made me instantly turn my car off as ( Read more... )