i am SO ridiculous. i was just home on sunday and i already miss my cat again. honestly, as stupid as this may sound to anyone who isn't as obsessed with their pets as i am, i'm really going to miss her if i spend the summer in california. i wonder if anyone has ever been treated for separation anxiety with a pet ( Read more... )

i don't know. its all a blur. go to class, go to work, get supplies, get work done, take care of business, try to keep yourself sane. life is moving so fast and i don't see it slowing down anytime soon. i barely speak to anyone except my roommates in passing as i'm running out the door ( Read more... )

i haven't been updating because i can't figure out what in the world i would even say. so much happens so fast that i can't keep up, and i don't really feel the need to ( Read more... )

i'm really not who i used to be. it's a creepy thing to realize, but lately things keep happening that keep reminding me. i've grown up. i guess its cool.

it has been raining all day and i can't help but feel sad, even though i'm almost positive i have no actual reason to feel sad. don't you hate days like that?

i wish i could stop crying over such a small almost insignificant detail. things don't always go the way you plan them in your head, and this is one of those things. and its ok, and i have the rest of my life to live out my dreams. but i can't get it out of my head. it plays on loop all day long. i don't want to have any regrets, i just wish it ( Read more... )

langerado was one of those weekends where you walk away in a great place. my faith in the human race is not only restored, but higher than it ever has been. it was such a sense of community that cannot be explained, only experienced. and its amazing that there are places in the world where people coexist in such harmony and love. i got to talk to a ( Read more... )

i'll be in florida for langerado for the next week. i should be arriving home sometime after classes monday and before classes tuesday.

SEE YA!

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hey all! i've been working as a sort of away-from-office intern with this company called toms shoes ( Read more... )

i'm supposed to feel different. i'm supposed to feel ANYTHING. this weekend should have been ridiculously emotional for me, and instead i feel numb. i want to feel something, i've tried. i tried to cry and couldn't. all of this life changing stuff has gone on and i feel as if nothing out of the ordinary has gone on ( Read more... )

i've learned you have to pick and choose your battles. its not worth it to create tension if you can just shut the fuck up and wash 15 forks. close the cabinet doors. replace the toilet paper. shut off lights and unplug chargers. eventually it just becomes routine and you learn to deal. sometimes adding a little stress and responsibility to your ( Read more... )