friends only.
cuz thats the way it gotsta be.

last saturday, I scared the shit out of myself. I brokedown worse than I ever have in my life. I did something I'm not proud of one bit and it made me feel even more horrible about myself. I can't live my life depressed and negative all the time. I can't be the best I can be when I let things that people do and say to me bring me down. I'm done ( Read more... )

life. what is the purpose of it exactly? we go thru so much sometimes I question why we put up with it ( Read more... )

I want to do something with my life ( Read more... )

I remember when I used to write in this thing every day. an incredible amount of drama, bitching, and life altering events. I was such a immature little brat lol ( Read more... )

why cant ever seem to get it right ( Read more... )

the past three years, I've moved every couple of months into different place, with different people, a even a different state. friends have came and left. boys will be boys. the only thing consistent has been my job. I've have grown so much. I've learned who I am, what I am, and learned the true meaning of being on my own; being independent and ( Read more... )

I need help. I am going back to see a psychiatrist. Steph is helping me. I want to stop having these thoughts of hurting myself. or dying. or just negative anything. I want to stop being so unhappy and depressed. I have no reason to be either of them, yet I am. and have been for many years now ( Read more... )

a little over a week ago, I hated life. today, things seem to be getting so much better ( Read more... )

I want to quit life.