everything was perfect.
I fucked up yet again.
all I wanted was to get away from
her, him, my past
...but instead I messed my whole life up.
:'(

ya know, running away isnt so easy
when its 2000 miles away from your heart

the only part I hate about moving back and forth is I always get sick the first week I'm here!!! I got a cold when I moved here the first time, a sinus infection when I went back to az, and now I have no idea what I have. all I know is I want it to go away ( Read more... )

so dad comes home tomorrow. it's been quite nice having this place to myself. even though I've enjoyed living by myself this week, I started feeling lonely today ( Read more... )

this weekend was perfect up until today about 4:00p ( Read more... )

I'm just ready to go. I can't stand to wait another 15 days. I guess everything will be better once I start watching dads house friday. I'll be out of this apt. hopefully away from my sister. she's planning a party for this weekend to have at my dads...i'm going to kill her if she really thinks this is going to happen ( Read more... )

for some reason, I was in the middle of watching the oc just now and started crying ( Read more... )

I guess I'll start this off by saying happy 420 ( Read more... )

umm so I met my dads girlfriend tonight ( Read more... )

why does my family insist on bribery ( Read more... )

last night was awesome ( Read more... )