I dont know how I feel about last night.
All i know is what happened.

hairspray  high heels  whining  laying on the carpet
and then
awkward photos broken cameras and plastic smiles.... and parents at one two three houses
and then
i got drunk at dinner
and then
i danced around prom and told everyone they looked beautiful...
(people told me i looked pretty ( Read more... )

"when did you leave?"
"when you were watching tara do her english homework"
(I was hungry so i went by myself)
"Oh. i didnt even notice you left."

of course not!
I'm not dead, i'm just grounded.

are friends like my brain? use it or lose it?

maybe i'm just codependant

get a livejournal.
and stop just READING other peoples!
i did it once, but felt guilty.
you must must MUST participate.
(itll help you in the end)
and ps? this isnt for anyone in particular. just everyone.
and pps? this is out of love.

NHS makes me feel like a smart kid
trying so hard but still writing a shitty article makes me feel like a dumb kid

My dead car battery makes me feel co-dependant.
Learning to siphon gas from my daddy makes me feel like a criminal =)

My boss makes me feel like shit
Chloe makes me feel like chinese food

Reading Prozac Nation makes me feel like I'm ( Read more... )

is actually almost over, i was surprised to realise that we only have three weeks left ( Read more... )

...or so we concluded last night.

i'm coming to the realization that i do not like drugs. my distaste for alcohol comes from my parents (i wonder if they ever thought they'd be a deterrent?), my aversion to weed stems from my social anxiety and then these mushrooms? I hurt. My head has hurt since 10 this morning and my temperature is all fucked up ( Read more... )

so... fridays ( Read more... )

iM nicole. hahahhaha im nicole hahha ive hijacked her journal.!! hahaha

cydney gets back on the PA and starts to tell us what happened ( Read more... )

so... here we are in the axe room and theres a gunman? or a bomb? in the school.... we know nothing except that we might be in here alllll daaaaay ( Read more... )