Sometimes I stay up the entire night thinking of how much I miss you. I wish I had my brother again. Damn you excess dopamine.

"You and I are going to have so many great moments in life."

mmmmmm i love you

"you seem like you've become a whole lot nicer of a person."

why thank you.

Words just wont suffice. I am so happy....beyond happy. i dont even care about anything or anyone that could possibly bring about any sort of bad feeling in me. i dont care enough or hold enough ill feelings toward anyone that could possibly fade this joy from my being. Even if someone has screwed me over or left a bitter taste in my mouth...its ( Read more... )

i dont think ive ever been so content and happy with the people in my life. i have a connection with every one of my friends in a different way and i am so freaking thankful that im lucky enough to know that. they're the main source of my happiness and quite often my sanity as well. i have a boy that puts a smile on my face the moment i think of ( Read more... )

my "love life" i guess you could call it, has never been more confusing.
i dont know what the fuck to do!

i hate the fact that i love clothes and go shopping as much as i do. seriously, i dont have the fucking money to buy clothes the way i do. and spending my money so frivolously on clothes that i dont need makes me hate myself. i wish that with all the money i spend on myself i would have been a better person and spent it on people who really need it ( Read more... )

do people not realize that when they say something mildly racist then proceed to defend themselves with "oh no i love black people! my uncles fiance is black!" they sound like complete idiots? seriously?! you love black people?! thats like me saying i love janitors or football players. either way, its a pretty broad statement to make.

I've been thinking a lot lately. This past month has put so many emotions into my head that I dont think I quite knew what to do with myself. I act irrationally and then proceed to blame it on outside factors effecting me. I dont want to be that person anymore. i did go through a lot this month and emotions were running wild, but im better than how ( Read more... )

i didnt get into ucf. i didnt even think not getting in was an option. all of a sudden they claim to not be taking transfer students from four year universities. i am completely fucked. the people i would have lived with up here already found a house for them three. the major that i was originally in already had its dead line to apply for in ( Read more... )