*glomps everyone* u guys r so sweet:)n very helpful. all ur advice really does help. lol cant sleep again (in case u didnt notice since im posting at like 4am on a weekend). *sigh* thats ok, im in a rather good mood *thinks* hmm..i wonder if that has 2 do w/ the fact that my sis left yesterday afternoon n isnt home at the moment, not that id b " ( Read more... )

yea...i cant sleep at night anymore..4 multiple reasons i suppose...one of them being stressed out X.x theres band auditions in less than i week n i am sooo not ready 4 it. so if any of u r there after my audition, dont get upset b/c im crying..i do that alot after that sorta stuff n i only get ovr it if i dont talk 4 a while lol bottling up my ( Read more... )

i dont understand y humans remain in groups called "families" honestly, whats the point? so that they can b ur "support system"?? ya, thats complete bullshit. all families ever do is rag on u the moment u enter the house or scream at u just because ur there. they drag u places u dont wanna go n make u suffer w/ them. y would anyone enjoy that? the ( Read more... )

So..I changed my layout ^.^ and by "changed layout" i mean, changed the background. lol many kudos to juli-chan! j'adore your work! this new layouts a little busy but its purple and feathery which seems to calm most. it brings me 2 that mellow place..lol which is good since it seems like my past entries have been rather stressed out ( Read more... )

*agrivated sigh* i cant take it anymore...shes's alwaays taking things of mine w/out asking and breaking them....u kno those pretty butterly/snowflake/palmtree earings u gave me? yeah totaled..i found one on her desk bent up w/ a piece missing...ya, luv u 2 sis...fucking witch. im sry but i dont give a shit anymore...n thats the fucking least of it ( Read more... )

but i hav permission, so its cool..*sigh* im not really feeling that shitty but my stomachs been bothering me n not in a good way ...O_o..not that there is a good way..ive come to the conclusion that im over stressing myself creating too much negative thinking ( Read more... )

yeah so im at shire's house n we babye sat these 2 kids till 11:30 pm X.x now once we get home, shire wants 2 party aka drink n im just like blah..baka i dont wanna. so i ovr exaggerated that i really didnt feel well n just wanted 2 sleep (i even got her 2 make soup;)) but anyway, she found a friend 2 invited ovr so theyre doin their thing while i ( Read more... )

gah..(aka here comes a venting session)

so y does it seem mock trial is dying?? i assume theres no meeting this weekend..XP

and am i supposed 2 hang out w/ shire this weekend?? i really dont remember/kno...XP XP

y does my sister erk me so??...XP XP XP

hmmm...i think ill change my layout now...;D

yay! i gots comments! ty! i'll check out ur guys' pages 2..eventually..lol some of u will b happy 2 kno me mums player did work n i got 2 watch my episodes which was very nice ( Read more... )

DAMNIT ALL ( Read more... )