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New Pictures...of Me and My ROOM

_evanescence_ Oct 26, 2006 00:20

I got my hair cut today so I figured I would take new pics of me for my myspace... and figured I would post it here as well why not right? lol

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"Come Together" Competition Tap Dance at Nationals

_evanescence_ Oct 17, 2006 00:07

I finally got the DVD from nationals and I figured out how to upload it onto my computer and onto youtube.com so I figured I'd share it with people since I did pay 40.00 for the dvd lol Sophisticated Productions Nationals dance competition July 19, 2006 at Wildwood, NJ. This is my dance competition video of "Come Together"

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dvd, youtube, dance, tap dance, tap, dance competition

so alone... so BORED

_evanescence_ Sep 30, 2006 02:27

Today I did nothing... I was suppose to see Dee but since we aren't talking anymore well that went out of the drain... I woke up really angry and depressed today. Its sad that I never know what mood I'm going to wake up in :( Like right now its almost 2:30am and I'm still blah and now I have a headache *sigh* I did nothing al day well night since I ( Read more... )

songs, bed, love, lonely, tired, alone, music, dead, tv, evanescence, sad, fed up, lesbian, sleep

I have NO ONE I have NOTHING!

_evanescence_ Sep 28, 2006 00:25

Ok I called my therapist twice yesterday (Tuesday) one time during the day at like 9ish and then at like 2am to leave her a message on her cell because I really needed to and wanted to see her today! Well guess what?? she didnt even call me back at all!!! I'm so angry and I'm so hurt! I called her again today and she didn't even pick up the phone ( Read more... )

cutting, love, lonely, alone, angry, cut, sad, depressed, lesbian, pain, crying, lonlieness

i cut... i cry... i die

_evanescence_ Sep 23, 2006 01:49

You don't know my name
you don't know anything about me
I try to play nice
I want to be in your game
The things that you say
You may think I never hear about them
But word travels fast
I'm telling you to your face
I'm standing here behind your back

[Chorus]
You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
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OMG i want to die!! I want to die i want to die....

_evanescence_ Sep 20, 2006 22:05

OMG i want to die!! I want to die i want to die ( Read more... )

self muitlation, depression, agony, cutting, suicide, lonely, suicidal, alone, dead, tears, blood, sad, depressed, crying, pain

A Few Things...

_evanescence_ Sep 15, 2006 18:04

Ok first of all The new Evanescence Album got leaked and OMG its amazing!!! I can't wait to get the "real" cd in my hands! WOW just amazing! I so want to see them in concert its not fair! UGH like i have money anyways lol but still wow I want to meet her so badly! damn it ( Read more... )

I'm still a.l.i.v.e if anyone cared

_evanescence_ Sep 06, 2006 03:20

UGH I just made an entry and it delted! I hate LJ sometimes I really do ( Read more... )

disney world, evanescence, lonely, depressed, suicidal, disney, alone

Horrible NIghtmare Last Night :(

_evanescence_ Aug 04, 2006 16:37

Last night I woke up from a horrible nightmare... I get these every now and then but I haven't had one like this in a while. I was with my mom and sister, I got a text message from pres Bush saying that terriosts were attacking. I saw this machine but it was in another country "dont ask" and I thought they were shooting it towards another direction ( Read more... )

New Pics and U.P.D.A.T.E

_evanescence_ Jul 25, 2006 02:42

Well I haven't writen in a while so since i'm online and reading some friends and groups I thought I'd update. Well not much is really going on honestly. My sleep cycle is all fucked up and I really need to change it but I'm to lazy to if that makes sense? I've been going to sleep around 3:30am-5am and then I wake up from 3-5pm its sick. Its really ( Read more... )