Life is certainly interesting. I think is was thursday that I had this new awakening and new release from the mental bongages of candice. I realized all the bad shit she's doing to herself is her own fault, she knows what she has to do but she's spent the past year and a half just digging deeper into her pit of sorrow instead of trying to come out ( Read more... )

Well, another new day is here and another set of choices to make. The things that I can control are the things that I should really concentrate my time on and when all is said and done, the only thing I can control is myself. No matter how difficult it is or how much it may hurt I do posses the ability. All that is required is effort. Something ( Read more... )

Well, its been a while since I've updated. I really really hate my keyboard so I dont like to type much. Other than that its just been the same old shit in my life. Nothing new and nothing exciting really, my car broke down finally. Its gonna cost $2,000 to fix it so thats a bummer. Oh well, its in the shop and slowly getting fixed. I'm making ( Read more... )

Well, again here I am and I cant sleep. Its what, 5:15am right now.. fuck i hate my sleeping schedual right now, I just havnt been able to sleep really. Too many things on my mind and its all going too fast. Too many thoughts and ideas about all sorts of things, its like I cant get the ideas out fast enough. It become frustrating sometimes ( Read more... )

Its really amazing how life can just take a twist on you and just send you in the completley opposite direction. About a week ago I was crying my eyes out for several reasons, lonliness, sadness, I missed a friend, stress, rejection ( Read more... )

Well, you take chances in life and sometimes you win and sometimes you loose. I just want to know when the hell am I gonna win? I am SO sad right now, I cant stop crying. Why is it that in this awful world of hate and fear that I cannot operate normally. I'm a nice guy, I'm honest, I care about my friends and family, I dont try to hurt anyone on ( Read more... )

well, my halloween sucked....I found out how much of a lieing bitch a friend of mine is. Well, ex-friend I guess you could say......it sucks. I've never felt so used before...=0( and then theres tonight ( Read more... )

You know, just when I thought I finally knew the truth about things thats when the real truth comes and slaps me in the face. Thats right, last night was interesting because of the information I found out last night ( Read more... )

Well, its interesting the things that happen in life and the way they make you feel. Contrary to how it may appear right now I am really sad. I've been having to catch myself from crying quite a bit tonight and for two completly opposite reasons ( Read more... )

Definition of the word "friend" : A person whom one knows, likes and trusts, one who supports and sympathizes with ( Read more... )