when your attitude is not proper, it can lead to an extreme attachment towards things such as property, belongings, and people. this can lead to an inability to feel contented. if that happens, then one will always remain in a state of dissatisfaction, always wanting more. in a way, one is then really poor or lonely, because the suffering of ( Read more... )

Well, its almost 2:30 and I basically just got up. Kinda late but its nice to just lay in bed with someone sometimes. Whats nice is to lay next to someone that you really like, but like them for who they are and not just what they look like. What sucks is when they dont share the same feelings as you. Its like half the pie is getting fulfilled but ( Read more... )

you can only love someone as much as they believe you do.

I think its finally come......time to sleep. goodnight.

need you - dream you - find you - taste you - use you - scare you - fuck you - break you ( Read more... )

You know, its not that I'm being treated badly, I'm just not being treated fairly. Unfortunatly life isnt fair but I can try and get as close as possible at least. I am currently in what everyone would call a relationship. Someone one else is my everything to me and I am everything to someone else. Sadly though I am not " everything" to this other ( Read more... )

haha, I just had to pretend for a minute.

Well, I finally got my paycheck and the router in the mail. Hopefully soon I'll be able to cash the checks and actually have money again. Now that I have the router I can work on my own computer in my own room, what a relief ( Read more... )

Gwenigmatic: i haven't had sex for 2 months ( Read more... )

I too am tired of only holding my pillow at night instead of another person. I have tried almost everything I can think of to change it but unfortunatly it seems its not something within my power to control....others emotions.