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first. i really need to keep up on this thing in order to avoid exceedingly long entries in an attempt to catch up. That being said, I am just going to address the present in this particular entry, and provide update in an entry that will follow at a later date.

At the moment I am sitting in a fairly stiff hotel bed on the outskirts of Portland, ( Read more... )

i am moving to LA ( Read more... )

when the world has turned ( Read more... )

today is the first day in a couple of weeks that I have woken up feeling empty and sad.

Not for me... but maybe for the poor kids Northern Illinois University's DeKalb campus... FUCK, people never cease to disappoint me. Another school shooting... so, so, so sad.

On a positive note... I woke up smiling today, and said out loud, "happy valentine's day to me!" I then wished Stella and Daisy a happy v-day too. I really do not believe ( Read more... )

Everybody took everything that they could
And they made a little town out of stones and out of wood,
And they made a little king out of plastercine,
And they threw the rules away but they kept the wisdom in.
And all the birds and the bees lived so peacefully
And all of the babies they slept so gently until...

Little Red, Little Red, Little Red, Little ( Read more... )

today i woke up with my eyes wide open, and felt like i may have had an epiphany... I guess it was just one of those days where one finds they have a much over-due growth spurt. As I was walking the dog around 7am, thinking about my conclusions, as well as contemplating how to approach the apologies I needed to give, the sun was shining on the ( Read more... )

things seemed better... at least bearable. things are still bearable, i guess, but not better... just more confusing. when should one just suck it up and say i do, or just say no, or just run away? i have a plan now... I am going to make the appropriate phone calls, and really work to get this job. If it turns out i do not make the cut (which ( Read more... )

yesterday was the first day i woke up and did not feel like i was dying. today, however, was really hard. it was really, really hard.