school sucks. senior project is due next week and i've barely started because i honestly haven't had time. not the "i'm too lazy to do it" time either. work has been carazy... i love it but it takes up all my time right now. i go to school from 7:20-2:15 then work from 3:00-9:00 four days a week. bleck. i'm exhausted.

so i haven't written in this in a while. maybe i should. this past month has been shitty. it definatly consists of me living at my moms full time for now at least. school sucks soo bad i can't focus on anything. i want to leave sacramento and the anticipation to leave is killing me. i know i have a lot of people behind me but it doesn't feel like ( Read more... )

i hate people sometimes. they suck. sometimes i wish that i could leave everything behind, drive for miles to lake tahoe and just sit for hours, even all night, watch the sunset and be at peace. i think that's the only thing that could make me at least somewhat sane for now ( Read more... )

life is slow right now. i've been sick but i'm back in the game. i've missed so much school. i feel like i'm going to fail everything even though i'm not. with the being sick i've gotten so out of shape and i've just felt like a fat kid. so i'm going to start working out again so i can swim for school this year (hopefully ( Read more... )

so i started my woody class and i'm definatly not looking forward to it. he's combining two classes that i've already passed with this emergency response class but we only get the er certication. boo. i'm going to learn a lot and show him that i'm capable of being in a management possition. i think i'm going to sign up for another emsa class and ( Read more... )

yeah, i'm a bush supporter. don't hate me for it because it doesn't make me a different person in any way. it's retarted that people will hate you for your political views ( Read more... )

i love my livej. haven't posted in what seems like forever. ok, so it hasn't been that long, but i've been deprived. i'm now addicted to myspace. sorry livej. but i still gotta represent ( Read more... )

...so i might have mono. i have really bad strep right now. it sucks. i can't leave my house. i miss school and my friends.

this weekend was probably one of the most fun nights in all my high school experiences. homecoming weekend senior year. ie: parties like no other. went to the game and tried to convince kyle to come with me but he wasn't down. :-( he regrets it though. lost our football game (nothing new). then manda, jenny, em and i headed over to mitchell's ( Read more... )

to see the world change. wrestle the angels for more than a name ( Read more... )