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Day 2
I woke up sweating. I am more angry than sad. How can it go from looking at apartments to breaking up in the same day. After 5 years I feel that I deserve more than being broken up with while he laid on his side and faced the other way. I want reasons, explanations, something to justify what the hell had happened in the span of 24 hours. Although I ( Read more... ) -
End of an Era
After 5 years, it's over. We had been looking for apartments to move into and later that night it was over. He woke up from inside my dream and disappeared forever. I have a lot of resentment towards him as of right now and have decided to stop messaging and take care of myself. I will write everyday until I finally don't feel like I have a giant ( Read more... ) -
I remember
I remember feeling young enough to justify wishing on the stars ( Read more... ) -
What I want.
I haven't written in quite some time, but I realize now that I only wrote about things that were going wrong or had went wrong. I have never written about what I want for me. What I want is probably like everyone else wants in this world, but for me (just like everyone else) it seems special ( Read more... ) -
The root
I suppose it now works to my benefit that no one reads this anymore. I can explain why I get so jealous, as I have with all previous and current boyfriends. I hesitated to tell any of them because well they are men. They will then think any problem I have will be with this root. Which isn't always the case. Here it goes.
Before I started dating I ( Read more... ) -
Dry Air
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to die alone.
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Life is short, you're capable
Sometimes its hard to decide what you want, even when it comes down to the small things. I have known pretty much since elementary school that I would be going to university, of course I did horribly in elementary and never thought much of it. Almost all of high school is a blur, I really only started to care about my grades in 11 and 12 because of ( Read more... ) -
this could get interesting
Okay, so turns out I did decent on the exam, wOOt. It seems that half the summer has blown by rather quickly and amongst the weed, random alcohol and school, it has been pretty good. And you know, I have been warned by many people to not get my hopes up about someone... but I can't help it. Have you ever had one of those situations where although ( Read more... )