SO last night was a fucking blast. Saw a lot of people I haven't seen in so long and others who I really didn't want to see, like my ex's exgirlfriend. I could have done without that. Oh that and the beginnings of a barfight which I unintentionally started. One of my used to be friends is dating a cougar who has mind fucked him into beliving that ( Read more... )

After my drunken haze of a friday night, I woke up early to get ready for the zoo. It was pouring rain outside, shit. So I got a phone call at around 11ish to bitch at me for sending a text message at around 2, which I didn't remember and that is when I decided Chris, me, my cousin and sister were going to the zoo because it had stopped raining. A ( Read more... )

So, my midterm... went. Anything less then a 70% and I am dropping the damn thing because I can't recoop from that.I took the girls to the Sceince Center today... I think I was more excited then they were. Everytime there was a button to be pressed or something to walk through I would jump up and do it, like the balance beam...it was fun. HOWEVER, ( Read more... )

Okay, today was the course selection day along with study my ass off day, so far I have picked my courses. The two girls drove me absolutely nuts today so it promoted procrastination. I also got into a huge fight with a friend. Apparently I walk away/disappear when I am angry and I push people away. Go figure. So anyways, I was bitched at for that ( Read more... )

Yes, so although my being iffy about being home, my mom does need my help. She has been so sick for the past couple days that I have pretty much had to step up, which is all well and good but does put more on my plate. My father being the big help that he is has basically taken off for the majority of the time, fine, its not like I was really ( Read more... )

Every once and a while I am reminded how just how much I fucking hate where I am. My cousin is here for two weeks, that doesn't mean I should have to drop everything to entertain my cousin and my sister. I have a fucking midterm on Tuesday and I am expected to take them somewhere every fucking day I don't have work or school... thats all very ( Read more... )

I can't help but to feel completely emo and miserable today. I woke up early to meet up with a friend before my class and wandered, talked and ate. It was nice to see her since I haven't in a while. So anyways, we get into the class and a TA is standing there and says "Your teacher is very sorry, but she can't make it in for today"...fucking great ( Read more... )

Agh, forgot I have a presentation tomorrow... it should be fine, I hope. Either way, I started thinking today about how people are convinced of things they at first never believed in. I suppose it could be like the foot-in-the-door technique, like agreeing to a small commitment then complying later with a larger request. I mean technically it works ( Read more... )

I officially admit to it. I self-handicap. Now this isn't the reason for everything that I do to procrastinate, but it is a good chunk. I also realize another aspect of myself that seems to be a fault, I find that whenever something goes wrong I immediately focus on that and seem to forget all the positive aspects. I'm not sure if I throw ( Read more... )

Remember me as a time of day, so I am assured that when the time comes around each day, I will be remembered as I was then. It does not matter if you never see me again, as long as I am remembered for that one moment when everything felt perfect. I miss that moment of perfection, when everything felt right... well everything was right. It doesn't ( Read more... )