Okay, from last Wednesday to Monday morning I was drinking. Considering that they were my only days off, it was worth it. Either way, all the drama was let out on the weekend and I was pissed because it seemed like it was all I could talk about. I was confused about the sitaution, asked for space and time and got none. SO now I am slightly pissed ( Read more... )

Okay, done my class *dances* and now my next one starts on the 4th.. because I am crazy like that. Yesterday was interesting enough between studying and being cancelled on, again. On that note, I am done. Ever feel like you have been voted as not good/ cool enough to be someones friend? Like you wore the wrong sweater or something in grade 8 and ( Read more... )

Holy shit. My exam is on the 28th.... meaning 8 fucking days from now. I hate summer classes... this is also what this means. It went by so fucking fast. Oh well I guess its better then dragging on for a year like all my other classes. So I will be canceling plans and cramming for the next while it seems, maybe its for the better. It is gorgeous ( Read more... )

The past couple days have been interesting to say the least. I lost track of my days to be honest. I think it started with the fireworks, next day went to see Nacho Libre.. which I wasn't stoned for, but was still hilarious. Its probably the people I went with that make it better. Afterwards we went back to my friends place and played Nintendo NES ( Read more... )

Ever feel like you try so hard with everything and it doesn't get you fucking anywhere... I seem to be having one of those days, weeks rather.. which repeat the feeling. Its really hard to juggle everything that you become responsible for: job, bills, school, social life (if possible), money, at home repsonsibilities hell even working out (once ( Read more... )

Despite work yesterday was pretty good. Ended up seeing The Breakup (which isn't recommended to those who have actually gone through a rough one).I am always, however reminded that the people I work with are complete, uncaring idiots (for the most part). No one does what they are supposed to do and acs suprised when we end up getting out an hour ( Read more... )

Is it possible to be close friends with someone and not know them at all? I have a couple close friends, people who I would rather not live without, but when it comes down to feeling ignored and degraded when you talk to them... it gets kind of pointless to be friends at all. Being pissed off I did the stupid thing and looked at past conversations ( Read more... )

I always find the best thinking is done while high.. not to say that I am smarter, more just gets contemplated. So I had a chat with a friend today about everything that has happened and everything that has the potential to. Its not very often that I can talk about it all without feeling like a whiney emo, I suppose everyone has their moments. I ( Read more... )

Last night was great, I didn't think my house could take many people, but I was proven wrong. It was great people were fun... even if at 11:00 somehow 4 of us walked to shoppers in bathing suits and towels to get wax for Johnny's nipples and eventually Chris' back. It was good to have everyone for the most part gathered. A lot of booze later and ( Read more... )

Yes, it all fucking bugs me. I wish I could be as strong as others and just fucking drop it, but I can't. It didn't even last that long so why do I care so much? I feel like it is a waste. I have nothing to learn from this but to not trust people so easily. I hate not being able to be someone when they claim to be in love with you. This has caused ( Read more... )