aprehensive maybe? not sure... everythings pretty blurry right now. time catching up on me. So unprepared, yet I've been ready for this my whole life. where from here? I'm crying now... no analogy coming close to relating to what's going on in my head. Just hold me? Does that work anymore? cuz nothing else seems to. bordom ingraining itself into my ( Read more... )

Silence encompassing my once screaming thoughts, now thinking quietly of only you. Loving yet hating my transformation. Where from here? Tell me what to feel and I'll feel it. You're beautiful and I'll ruin you. I've done it before. Realizing my own selfish desires continuously propelling me forward. Smile awkwardly, cock your head to the side, and ( Read more... )

Think of 20 pepople right off the top if your head, but don't read the questions underneath till you think of those 20 people ( Read more... )

you smile at me and I can see it so distinctly... Everything I feel mirrored back to me through your eyes. I know you love me. I love how you show it. Just knowing that you'd do anything for my happiness makes me want to do that much more for you. I know you'll never see this, but I just need to write it down. I'm sorry for all the crap I've been ( Read more... )

I know its gonna end, I just dont know when. Trying to figure out if it's a good thing or bad. I can't talk to you anymore w/out crying. I can't think of you w/out regret. I can't smile at you w/out knowing its fake. How long do you want me to pretend ( Read more... )

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invisible tears always present on my cheeks for you
every time I go away, you leave me just as much as I leave you
never enough time to tell you how I feel
not even enough time to figure it out myself
crying because I'm leaving, leaving because I'm crying
you smile, I smile, kiss on the forehead... goodbye
Can't you see what you do to me?