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now the poems i am putting in here I DID NOT WRITE!
here is the first one i really really liked.

Starlight star bright I pray to God tonight ( Read more... )

well he had nothing to say about my note.. which sucks ass. bc i'm still going to feel the way i did before... ugh i hate me sometimes.. well really i have always hated myself... ugh! this pisses me off soo much. (sorry about the cussing,its healthy) i wish i could just feel good. but i dont. man i havent thought anything bad all day and now i am! ( Read more... )

i think today.. i'm gunna give my mom the note.. well i think i will leave it in her room and she will find it. but i'm not sure. yes jackie i know i need to talk to her.. but i just cant some how.. i'm scared what she will think. siigh. but yea.. i wrote a note to nicky last night gave it to him today i hope he read it. :) what i said i thought he ( Read more... )

one of my best friends from grade school called me tonight for the first time in year. i thought it was pretty cool. he has changed so much! he use to be kinda mean but he isnt anymore not at all! which is cool. he is on the football team now. A B student. yup thats right. he plays against our school on the 27th but its at his school and i dont ( Read more... )

know ME better2 (8:44:09 PM): thinking ( Read more... )

a few days ago i put this poem called "she slit her wrists" in my poetry website. i got a lot of really good comments. i will put them in here so you can see them. i think this poem in a way meant a lot to people that read it. it just amazed me so much bc i didnt think people would really like it bc its about a girl cutting herself. i just wish ( Read more... )

sometimes when i think... i dont think nick realizes how much i like him. but you know thats just me thinking once again. i always think. but today.. when i was thinking that... i also thought man i bet he does.. i just know he does. bc saturday night he had to of known it. so i smiled just thinking about him. after that my day was better.. but ( Read more... )

went to colby's party yesterday it was so much fun! hehe nicky was there! :) when i had to go nick and i had this messed up kiss. hahha oh well i thought it was funny and cute. hehe. mmm hum but yea.. anywho. he might be coming over tomorrow joy! :) i hope he can come over or wants to come over. hehe. i like him so much!! siigh i hung out with ( Read more... )

well well well, first homecoming dance i will not be going with anyone.. bc jake doesnt know what he wants to do.. so i told him i will just walk in with jackie and bj.. i hope i get to hang out and dance with nicky!! :) he is going with a bunch of his friends which is cool. i dont care if he wants to do that.. bc i'm not mean like that.. haha i'm ( Read more... )