I've been logging on to LJ everyday, debating whether to write about what happened in 2008, or what I'm hoping for in 2009. I've been trying to work this theme, but I can't ever seem to find the words. I find that particularly odd because so much has been happening. So, I guess I'll just ramble ( Read more... )

What the fuck. So, it turns out that the guy was not bullshitting. or at least is playing a really good prank/scam ( Read more... )

What would do/say if someone you've never met or even talked on the phone with offers to buy you a 2009 Black Honda Accord with leather interior, 18 inch rims, and a custom sound system? Is this a scam, or my dream come true ( Read more... )

The Drunken BluesThe booze-soaked Blues walked in last night ( Read more... )

Now that I'm older and growing up, I start to notice patterns in people's behavior. I feel like I'm a lot more in-tune with what adults are thinking; why they do this, or that. These things that have been going on for ages are just starting to make sense. While piecing these puzzles together, I've made some pretty deep discoveries about the people ( Read more... )

I finally think I meet a great guy and this happens ( Read more... )

I'm posting poems (rough, unedited) on here now. I'm exploring some shit. Ya feel?

Drunk With Lord Jesus (A Pantoum ( Read more... )

I just realized that I fucked one of my closest friends. And not just a casual fuck; a jeans at the ankles, spit fuckin, laundry room at an apartment complex on Broadway (and then a park at an elementary school), tile floor, spur of the moment, long, hard, passionate fuckin. And I actually liked it! Even without the boxed wine and copious amounts ( Read more... )

I'm becoming a severe hypochondriac. It's debilitating. I spend hours online looking up symptoms to maladies that are statistically impossible for me to get. I guess I'm just afraid of the "lifestyle," I lead; it's risks and issues. And It's being blown at me like hurricane force winds. In the past couple of months, 3 of my friends have found ( Read more... )

Lately I've been trying to build a relationship with God, whoever or whatever that may be. I'm not doing it because I felt I was "going down the wrong path," or I needed a "spiritual intervention," but simply because I think it would truly enhance my life and offer guidance when I'm lost or alone ( Read more... )