I don't know if I'm still in love with you or just the idea of you. Lately I have all these memories running through my head like yesterday even though they were years ago. Maybe it's because I've been alone this whole time, and I've seen you with other people. If I had someone, too, would I be able to let go? Or are you always going to be in the ( Read more... )

Please tell me why it's so difficult for me to attract a semi-intelligent guy who dresses well, listens to good music, smokes weed, and has a job? Oh, and a big dick.
God damn.

 TODAY MAY JUST BE ONE OF THE BEST DAYS I'VE HAD IN A LONG TIME ( Read more... )

i am not meant to fall in love again any time soon. i am destined to be lonely. why do i feel like i need someone? i am happy by myself, but i just miss the comfort of falling asleep next to someone. i miss the feeling of someone kissing me and having it mean something. but i don't want commitment.
i thought that i almost had someone - i am falling ( Read more... )

i'm not dead i've just been LAZY.

does anybody know where i can get a free version of photoshop?
mail me a copy of the disk?
give me a serial number?
anything?

thanks in advance.

music used to heal all wounds,
but now it only deepens them.

horoscope for today:
"Today may hold special significance for you, especially as you have such a nostalgic feeling about people from your past. Someone you once knew may come back into your life like a bolt from the blue, bringing back associated memories. Whatever may have happened back then, it could create a few ripples as you attempt to come to ( Read more... )

a stranger made me miss kansas.
there's no place like home.
i haven't been there since january of 05.
i always miss kansas when the seasons are changing.
it feels more real there.
i miss waking up to snow & frost on my windows,
actually needing to use a fireplace,
trick-or-treating and freezing my ass off.

i always get so nostalgic when i'm drunk.

i had a dream last night so vivid that it was almost real.
you said, 'i love you, and i always will.'