hello karma.

[_hello_dystopia]

i am not meant to fall in love again any time soon. i am destined to be lonely. why do i feel like i need someone? i am happy by myself, but i just miss the comfort of falling asleep next to someone. i miss the feeling of someone kissing me and having it mean something. but i don't want commitment.
i thought that i almost had someone - i am falling

Comments

[elated]

i am going through this EXACT same shit too... i know exactly where you're coming from. especially since i haven't even kissed anyone in a year. this guy just broke my heart about 5 minutes ago. anyway i don't have the internet anymore and i doubt i'll be coming online at all anymore. so i hope all goes well with you and hope you feel way better very soon. take care!

[_hello_dystopia]

why won't you have the internet anymore? i'll miss reading your entries. even though i hardly come on livejournal, i always liked reading yours.

[byroc]

well... i dont mean to put a downer on anything, but i fell in love for the first time this past week after dating for a few months... and im happy.

[idontpussyfoot]

sometimes i think i'm meant to be alone too. i hate thinking it. keep your chin up though<3

[dawlface623]

i bought a dinosour ring (a stegosarus) and it reminded me of you

[_hello_dystopia]

awww i wanna see it!

[ohno_brazil]

please tell me its not the boy?? hes just going to hurt you because of other shit hes wrapped up in. you deserve a great guy brenn. for real you dont deserve anything less then perfection. i love you. you could have me...hahaha. anyways im moving. me and my friend got an appartment up the street from my moms house. i move in friday... im very very excited. you have to come and stay with me when you down ok baby love...muah!

[_hello_dystopia]

yep. it's him. uggh. there was more drama, but i'm just kind of over it now. i told him that i just want to be his friend.
i want to see your new place! call me up sometime, or i'll call you.