So Jake and I went back to court this past monday. They awarded him unsupervised visitation. I am so scared for my kids because I know as soon as one of them satrts crying or throwing a tantrum he is going to go off on them. The judge treated me like I was a lying piece of shit and Jake lied right to her face saying that he never kicked or did any ( Read more... )

So far this week has been really hard. Maddox has become very angry and has done nothing but throw tantrums. He wakes up whining and crying and throwing a fit, I have to carry him out the door kicking and screaming and I put him to bed kicking and screaming. My parents under mind everything I do, I tuck them in tell them goodnight and if they get ( Read more... )

I feel like I am having a nervous break down. I am getting no help with the boys, am only getting about 3 hours of sleep, doing 8 hours of school a day and I have no money for anything. Jake got his letter about me filing for child support on Monday and called and went off on me because of it. What does he expect me to do? He gave a hundred dollars ( Read more... )

So I joined sparkpeople.com today hoping that maybe it will help motivate me more with my diet and exercising. I have a year to reach my goal weight loss of 100 lbs. The website helps you keep track of calories consumed and then calories burned from activity. I really wish I could afford to do eDiets because they give you a detailed shopping list ( Read more... )

Here are some recent pics of the boys.

( MAD MAX )

The play room is finally being organized and a lot of toys are being donated or given to someone who needs them... SO.... does anyone need any infant stage toys? If not I think I will just donate them to a daycare or give them to once upon a child to give to the church the usually donate to. I just want them out of the house. I am tired of all the ( Read more... )

Things have been going okay lately. School is alright, but I am thinking about switching to PJ's in St. Matthews. I have about 26 hours to make up already and I am dreading it. I never want to stay until 4 and I really do not want to stay until 5. Jake lost one of his jobs, so we have been on a job search the past few days.. So far nothing. I know ( Read more... )

I started hair school yesterday. The day started terrible. First I woke up 40 minutes late and absolutely no time to get myself ready. So my first day of school and I am wearing no makeup.... that's great. Then I get Maddox up to get him ready for his first day of daycare and he throws a fit over everything from getting dressed to going out the ( Read more... )

both of my kids are in bed, asleep and it is not even 10pm. Also, both of them took naps today. MaddoxMaxxon had two naps today. I am so surprised that they are both asleep. This never happens. Now if only I could fall asleep ( Read more... )

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