Thus ends the happiest chapter of my life. It ends not in some scandal, not in some loud bang, not a fight, not an "I can't take this anymore" , not in some romantic scene, but in a whimper. I was prepared for everything but the latter of those scenarios ( Read more... )

I apologize in advance for my ranting (I don't plan on doing it, but I feel it coming) and I promise to try to keep this as short as possible ( Read more... )

In contrast to my last few entrys this one is rather happy. Friday night was amazing! Lindsey is offically one of the coolest people in the world. I don't really want to say to much about anything because well frankly it would bore you but I will say that I am practically floating right now. I haven't been this happy in a long long time. Expect to ( Read more... )

Ever fall for your best friend? If your answer is no, I applaud you. Don't do it. I've never seen this work out well for anyone (short of movies). Another thing I advise against is falling for girls who's religious morals (or any other sort for that matter) won't allow you to be together. This will only make things hard for both of you and will ( Read more... )

It's certainly been quite some time since my last post. I guess I just haven't felt like saying much. I do have a short (though that term is relative) rant for this evening however. Have any of you ever wanted something so badly that you would give anything for it, only to be stuck in a situation that would make having that even worse for the ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny how a "sure thing" never works, how something always happens. I thought I was finally doing something in my life that was a sure thing and that made more sense than anything I'd ever done before, anything I'd ever said before, or anything I'd thought before... I was sadly mistaken. I thought things were falling in to place and that ( Read more... )

     Well, many of you may have expected a LJ entry out of me in light of recent events. I am of course talking about the end of Abby and I's relationship. Though it is sad to have that chapter of my life come to a close, that is not what I intend this entry to be about. Let me first say though, that Abby and I remain close friends and there is ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to think or how to feel at this moment. I know what's going on, even if you don't say it. I know what you're thinking. I know how you feel. I just wish you'd talk to me about it... that's all I want ( Read more... )

I'm having one of those days (several days really) where everything is going well. I do however know that all good things must come to an end and I feel that tomorrow will be the day. All I can say is that it's been a fairly good run and I'll be back in a week or so. On the upside, it's not even 11 and my homework is done... ok you caught me, it's ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. I'm writing in my live journal... Stephanie tricks me into the world of myspace and now Darcy does this. I guess I now have something to do when everyone else is sleeping.