tonight we were listening to white houses and i said eight instead of five and casey gave me a thumbs up. i'm only writing this for myself so i can remember it later.

you're here
there's nothing i fear
we'll stay forever this way
you are safe in my heart

this is the last day i'll ever be 16.

all i can tell myself is that everything is going to be fine.

rifle city, motherfuckers? what what???

=)

and time has moved so fast that now there does not seem to be any
once it felt that there was more than plenty
i do believe that something, somewhere sent me
to you
astray
the bold, raging flame of your heart is making me stay
and i admit that i have spent some time in confusion
not knowing what is or is not an illusion
riddled with myself and destruction
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you know, the clouds didn't part. they just grew into a storm. i can still hear the sound of the rolling thunder. THUUNNDDEERRRRR.

i received some great news today. i'm happy. or getting there.

i love you, my good friends.

and i have grown up. so FUCK OFF.

vegan breadsticks
the oc drinking game (sober)
akira
casey's pool (before it contained cleaning solution)
casey's pool (after it contained cleaning solution...but got a little dirrty, heh heh heh)
barfing at mexican restaurant
days starting at 11.00 am
days starting late at night
swimsuits fallin' off
daniel never having a swimsuit
casey's Party Dress
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hey life.
you've really thrown me for a loop here lately. 
but i still have my friends.
and i still have my family.
and i still have my FUTURE.
and i've got a plan.
and guess what.
I'M STILL NOT AS LOW AS YOU.

aside from driving around with lindsey, tonight i had my first taste since before summer of fun that was not drug-induced.