hmmmm what to write what to write ( Read more... )

up until 1 last night..thanks to simply sleep it wasn't later than that. i was up for a while really scared..my back was tense and my heart was beating so hard.. scared of what? beats the poo outta me ( Read more... )

third night in a row that i woke up in the middle of the night, cept tonight i couldn't fall back asleep. so i have been awake since roughly 230..but there for about two hours i think i was in a really, REALLY light sleep ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do:(

hmmm....bored out of my mind. want to go somewhere but i dont really have anywhere to go.

im thinking about just ending this livejournal thing. nobody even cares to bother to read it. nobody leaves me notes. but what do i expect when i dont have any friends?

couldn't sleep. woke up at 330.

this is pathetic. im such a baby.

went to dreaded school today to get my classes changed. nice. i hate school .. yet i dont want to graduate. i still want to stay a little one ( Read more... )

i need to lose weight..before school i want to lose about 15lbs. but im just too damn lazy. i dont feel like exercising, and i dont feel like giving up junk food..because im still basically a kid..meaning i can eat whatever i want and it doesn't go straight to my ass. and i figure..why the hell should i eat "healthy" when you're not supposed to ( Read more... )

if you haven't noticed, or didn't know .. my journal titles are the titles of songs ( Read more... )

updating again. lately, ive been feeling like i have no friends. most of you who are reading this already know that i promised myself that i wouldn't call some of my friends this summer..that if they wanted to talk to me or hang out, they had to do it. because im so tired of being the only one that does. well, those certain 'friends' as they ( Read more... )