So many thingswent wrong and right and now its all coming full circle. SO FUCKING IRONIC. As winter approaches i will be experiencing again ( Read more... )

10 YEARS AGO I WAS ( Read more... )

i only have one hand to type with so this won't be awesome, but i saw the little girl again today. Today the dress was all black but more of a purple black like the night sky, she did summersaults and cartwheels in a field and then layed gasping on the ground to look at the stars. I swear she is magical, i only see her when i need to, when i'm most ( Read more... )

I'm leaving again, Kansas City until sunday ( Read more... )

 Faithful to thee 
Faithful to thee 
Faithful to thee 
I'd like to be her very best friend

. . .

She asked if they could spend the night together
He thought, and said, "I'm tryin' to get my life together"
Went home to his lady, these were his confessions
"Baby you a blessin' and my best friend"

everyone is going to grow up and leave me behind

Okay i'm back.             from wisonsin.

my first day back was really good, but i have the absolute worst feeling ever. something bad is going to happen to me, but i need to fix things up. somedays life is so good that you realize how much you suck because you aren't enjoying it, every second that you let pass by in a negative way is just taking ( Read more... )

I'm going to wisconsin till sunday for male bonding time? wierd. You should all leave me awesome comments and messages to read when i get home, make em interesting.

Love,
Justin


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Today i saw the first advertisement for a back-to-school summer sale on school supplies. The last half of summer UGH NO NO NO

Happy 3rd of July everyone.  firework firework firework

    A few entries back, if your emember, I wrote about a little girl in a spring dress on a gray day. [You may want to look back a few entries to better understand this one] Today, sometime after a scolding 2 o clock, the day turned the same blank shade of greay, and I happened to see the little girl again when I was at a playground in Bolingbrook ( Read more... )