Wow, I almost forgot about this site. It has been a while since I have been on it. I guess it is cuz I don't have to sit at home and deal with some of my problems when they come, I leave and go to Ricky's. I spend a lot of time with Ricky. And me and Megan have been loosing touch. I mean I love her to death but I don't know. Like we almost ( Read more... )

Wow, life right now is interesting. Like so Ricky. OMG, when I am with him. He makes me sooo freakin happy! I don't ever want to leave. I feel so safe in his arms. He is one of the few people I don't care if they pick me up. And he is sexy. I love his tummy. And the way he smiles at me. And the way he looks at me when he is worried. The ( Read more... )

WEll, yeah. Like i love being with Ricky. He is an amazing guy. This is was a great choice. But then again, it is weird. Like I guess I'm use to Retardo dropping anything to hang out with me. And well Ricky has friends that want to hang out with him. And it seems like Tony is really weird about Ricky. Like he expects Ricky to be there when ( Read more... )

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Wow, so much time has passed. So many new things happened. Ricky for the first time spent the night at my house. It was cool, on New Years Eve. Then he stayed all day to spand New Years Day with us. HE slept on the couch, I slept in my room. Megan says if it happens enough, he will one night spand it with me in my room. But it was so freakin ( Read more... )

Wow, it has been a long ass time sense I wrote here. So much shit has happened. Waaay to much shit for me to write before Ricky calls. But I'll start. Lets see. I believe i posted about me writing an e-mail to Tony. Well...I wrote another one. But this one was A LOT nicer! I mean I told him that I loved him. And that I did love him. And I ( Read more... )

Hmm, nothing too interesting is going on in my life. Work at Publix is ok. I just can't wait to get my first pay check later today! I'm sooo excited!! Yay! Oh wait, that reminda me that I need to speak with Emilie. I need to talk to her and find out when she is working today. I am leaving later today to go to Orlando to visit Megan. Her mom ( Read more... )

Well, this is surprising. I am actually writing on here cuz I want to update. Not cuz I feel like I have more shit to deal with. Or something is wrong. Anyways, oh me and Ricky kinda sorta maybe got into a little fight. Well I was mad at him, he was just fucking with me. It was....gay. I mean like I dunno, his brother Mathew walked in the ( Read more... )

Ok, So my ex, Tony graduated on like the 20th. So yay. COngrats to him. And I am such a bitch. Like a week before he graduated I sent him an e-mail completely bitching him out. It was horrible. I feel like a horrible person for it. You have no idea how in love this boy was with me. And in this e-mail I told him that I never really was In ( Read more... )