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Wow, so it has been a while...a long time. Well Lets see, me and Ricky are still going out...Long and strong. I Love him with all my heart. He is my everything. My supports, I can tell him anything. Which is kinda why I'm on here. Ok, so last night I spent the night at Megan's. And well, me and Megan haven't been the same since school got out ( Read more... )

I was really really pissed that night.  And all I wrote it really confusing.  Well let me try and explain.  Well I was talking to Ricky and he asked me why I wouldn't let him do something.  I told him that it was weird. Then I was thinking and he was saying how that wasn't a good answer.  And then I said because the first time it was done to me I ( Read more... )

Wow, I had to figure it out while I was on the phone talking. Then I just had to say it! Didn't I? Yes of course, Katie fucks yet another thing up. And it was going sooo well. We were having a nice little conversation. I was thinking about something that almost made me cry, stupid little lies. Being told them hurts, it hurts so much. Then he ( Read more... )

Well I got home from Shanes a little while ago. It was cool. Actually most of the time it was kinda boring. There was a long time where I just sat in a quiet waiting room with Ricky's mom and John. But yeah, I got up as usual then Ricky and John came and picked me up around 9-ish. And we went to Ricky's house, then we picked up Ricky's mom and ( Read more... )

Damn, it has been an interesting few weeks. Lets see here, I am bored right now. I skipped school today. There was no point in going. The last time I wrote was on my birthday. Since then...well lots of things have happened. Well the day after my birthday, I went to Daytona with Ricky. That was ok, but it sucked. Me and him were told at the ( Read more... )

How is it that I can be so happy at school. And I'm having so much fun. But the minute I get home, I'm not as happy. I think this is the first time that I have really cried on my birthday. And I don't mean, a few tears come out. I mean the full out cry, where you can't miss it. I really don't understand it. And I don't even really have a ( Read more... )

My 17th Birthday is tomorrow. I'm excited. It was weird, earlier this week. I was like not really caring that my birthday was friday. But now I am excited. And I can't wait till Saturday, cuz I get to spend like ALL day with Ricky. I mean from 6:30 in the morning til 12 or 1 the next morning. And then he might ben able to do the same thing ( Read more... )

Well, I finally got to hang out with Ricky.  It has been like almost a freakin month.  So it was fun.  I brought him to Hooters.  He walked in and what he saw how short the girls shorts were, he looked at me and said "You wanna work here?"  It was funny.  But yeah, I wanted him to try the wings, but he didn't.  But I don't remember what he got.  I ( Read more... )

Today is the last day that I am grounded! I'm so happy! I actually survived it all. I bet this week my parents will look for a reason to ground me. They really don't want me having sex. Well too bad for them. That sounds bad doesn't it? But seriously, they can't control my life. It is my choice. But umm, not much has been happening lately. I ( Read more... )