I Love Ricky!!!

Sry, I have no clue what the point of this was.  I was just thinking about Ricky and how much I love him.  So then I wrote this....I'll update on what has been going on later.....

Well. Life has been....interesting. Lots of moments of getting really pissed and lots of moments of crying. And of course, the moments where I fuck something up. I always seem to be able to do that. Well it is about a month till I turn 17, isn't that fun? I mean...I guess I will be able to see "R" rated movies? I dunno, doesn't seem like much ( Read more... )

Wow...it is what...the first of january. And I have already started the year off bad. This is exactly what i tried NOT to do! And I fail....Damn it! Why does this always seem to happen. Yeah, my parents found out something that they really didn't want to know. And my dad is super pissed about it. I mean like unbelieveably. I don't think ( Read more... )

Hey, I haven't updated since like b4 X-mas. And now it is New Years Eve. Well only for like 15 more mins. I was at a cool ass party, but my parents said i had to be home at 11. What bull shit is that! I mean come on, 11? I mean it is fucking new years eve. First off I get told that I can't spend the night with Ricky. And, I don't mean all ( Read more... )

I'm actually really happy at the moment. That is because I keep thinking about my new necklace. It is soo cute! It is a heart. Ricky gave it to me. Along with the Black Eyed Peas CD. And a really cute watch. Usually I don't like wearing watches. But this one has meaning. It love it! But yeah...Ricky cameover around like 4:30, and I hung ( Read more... )

Well, Christmas Break has been fun. Well, I hung out with Brizz for a little bit on....shit I don't even remember what day it was. I think like Tuesday. Well I went to her house and gave her the gift I got her. I think she liked it. I gave her a box I made in art. It was red, and had a pic of me and her, I thought it was cute. And I filled it ( Read more... )

Wow so much has happened since I last updated. I guess I just forgot to update. I meant to a while ago, I just never got around to it. Well I had finals last week, I know I did good on the Art, and the Drama. But I mean those are really easy. Then I had American History, that was a hard test. Well not that hard, I don't think I failed it. I ( Read more... )

Well tonight was fun. I went over to Sam's house after school. And well we went to Publix and got Brizz's check. Then we went to Walgreens and got me some hair dye cuz I wanted my hair to be red again. I dunno, it was so much fun when I first got it done. And Adam called Brizz when we were in Walgreens and she told him to come there. But we ( Read more... )

...that is the question. Well that is the question running through my head. Riiight, so like I use to cut, all my friends, well my good friends know that. And well my new boyfriend doesn't. And well I am around him and he is holding my hand/arm, and I look down and all I notice is my scars. And it freaks me out. So then I pull my arm away, or ( Read more... )

Well, I figured out that me and Ricky will have been going out for a month this saturday. It really doesn't feel like it has been that long. I mean if I think about it, I can see it. But like I dunno. I know that a month doesn't seem that long....but it just is. Like I just really have no clue. But I need to talk to my cousin. We haven't ( Read more... )