So I'm probably making this far more dramatic than it is, but there are of course, pieces of my story that only Beckah will ever know. And she only knows because she is always there when I get drunk and incredibly unbelievable things happen to me and the other otherwise normal drunk people around me ( Read more... )

In order to combat missing nyc, I've started to hang out with old high school friends. People who were actually in my class that I haven't hung out with in ages. Its keeping me occupied, but at the same time I'm longing for the pavement and high rise tunnels. I miss the train's banshee yell, the iron smell in the air after the rain. I miss making ( Read more... )

I have just officially had my first hookah adventure. The hookah bar on clinton street is actually pretty win. Nancy and me managed to kill time there just catching up from about 11pm to 1:20am. I haven't seen her in a year. I forgot that I actually get along super well with her. Then some random guys came over, this rugged looking blonde guy and a ( Read more... )

Shopped the other day for about 8 hours with my Mom and Gramma. It was intense, cause I wore stupid big heeled boots due to snow and cold feet and ended up dyyiiiiinnnnngggg ( Read more... )

Yeah so I figured I'd take the one from last year and spread it around like crack in the ghetto ( Read more... )

You Are A: Kitten!

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I'm in a halfway state of mind right now ( Read more... )

So I'm at home for the weekend and I'm super just 'Ehhhhh' right now ( Read more... )

I haven't felt much up to journaling lately. Too much other shit, and its too hard to find free alone time to just sit and vent shit out. A lot of things get surpressed to the point of explosion. But whatever. The more I harden and fall back to my steely core the better off I'll be ( Read more... )

So I managed to not post for another month. Its hard to pour my heart and soul out when I'm constantly around mah man. Its really great though, all of my depressive moments are literally cured. Everytime I would be like "baw. this sucks." I get this burst of "well its not that bad, at least I'm loved." Which is all I needed really. I had like three ( Read more... )