Twelve weeks ago, when my last post was, things were a lot different. I hadn't even gotten out of school, I was possibly looking forward to new apartment #1, everything was not so fine and dandy. There was kind of a collapse in the middle due to everyone going asshole apeshit ( Read more... )

Its been an exceedingly long time since I've posted or read anything from livejournal. I've just been so damn busy. All my not class time goes to either photoging or to Chris. Look at my site damnit. Things in my life are really starting to evolve super fast. I'm slowly starting to get shooting work via word of mouth. I'm probably going to get an ( Read more... )

I'm going back to school in t-apx 32 hours. In those 32 hours I have to make sure I see Milo one more time before I take off, have a drive-by encounter with Beckah, do all my laundry, siphon through all my things and try to take less than I left with, pack without letting my dog on because she just stares at me and cries, clean my room out, put the ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty down right now. I knew it was going to be bad to spend so much time with Chris and then have to be so utterly seperated for another week. Pretty much the only reason I made him leave sooner than he wanted to. Its making me nervous. Just the fact that I'm already starting to depend on his presence to make me happy. Its going to be ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty much twitching like a druggie on withdrawl. Of course I'm enjoying the ability to relax and recharge my intellectual abilities by not speaking and vegging out in front of my familiar comforting computer rays, but at the same time I feel like my arm is completely missing ( Read more... )

I love that my sweet coursing karma still runs in high gear, even when good things are happening to me ( Read more... )

I dunno if its late to be doing this, but whatevs ( Read more... )

So its been pretty good being at Chris's house for a few days. Spending a bunch of constant time together has made me really trust him way more. Last night we had pretty much our first serious talk ever. I opened up and told him a bunch of shit that I only tell the people I really trust and care about. It was really hard, but instead of backing out ( Read more... )

So I'm leaving the homeland tomorrow to return to the city ( Read more... )

So, my body is in freak out mode again right now, probably due to the lack of activity. For some reason I just tend to get these spats of rediciulous muscle aches that have no rhyme or reason, but feel like my body is decaying around me ( Read more... )