i will be deleting this journal soon.
as i have had another one for several months.
but i make this post because:
whoever has this IP address
68.118.244.192needs to stop requesting the password for this journal ( Read more... )

i just woke up & i'm very annoyed about it. i hate oatmeal. it's all i have left until next week. i'm going to try to cut out of here tuesday night. i really really hope i can accomplish that goal ( Read more... )

my rough draft is done. my test is done. it's four in the morning. i have to get up at eight. i'm so awesome it HURTS sometimes.

and i thought i was going to have to go all night!

it's ok because i'm not important & i never was.

every now & every then
i tend to pretend
that i'm not alone

i need one thing of you. i need you to tell me what's wrong with me. only you know. only you can tell me.

it's amazing that i've made pretty much NO friends at lang yet i still can't manage to get any of my work done.

today is my day! (i hope.)

maybe i should start looking out the window before i leave. i really didn't realize how bad the snow was outside ( Read more... )

so apparently i'm not pregnant with the messiah. sorry to let you down, guys. i know you were all waiting for the second coming of christ.

requiem for a dream is on the ifc tonight. it's going to be me & me & the fucking tv. all my suitemates have lives. it makes me feel bad sometimes. but not really. because i love being a bum. (you ( Read more... )

sometimes my roommate talks in her sleep. & when she does, it's usually pretty classy.

today, for instance. she rolls over, looks at me, & goes:
"if you have to choose between life or death..."
and i'm laughing & saying, "WHAT?!?!?

&she goes:
"CHOOSE LIFE!"

rolls over, & goes back to "sleep".

not to sound facetious or anything, but i think i'm pregnant with the messiah.

oh snap!

jen is my hetero life partner.

but not the father of my child. she can't be, dumbass, she has a vag.

that's why it's the messiah.

we just watched the paris hilton sex video. it was funny.

i am emailing NASA on behalf of me & sean so we can watch the aurora borealis. you know, related to angel.