a very modest birthday has past. 23. Things are moving forward. Not as fast as I'd like but i suppose as long as you're moving forward is the main thing. really not much to report for this past year. while i wish i had better circumstances in the last year i feel i did my best. now that i have more time on my hands i only have more opportunities to ( Read more... )

have started filming stuff. its ok stuff. i see where improvement is needed so at least i know what to work on when i look at what's been shot and think "crap." although schedule with other actors is moving way too slow...its like, a rehearsal in one week. then another 2 weeks to shoot ( Read more... )

make the choice to move faster. please. you must move, or you will die standing still. make these days something to be proud of. do not forget who you are. make yourself remember. there is no frame of mind, no words that will save your inaction. no fear will justify your immobility ( Read more... )

im starting to think what happens with insecurities, is that, u grow up towards high school trying to get rid of some, then during the college years u have perhaps the least, and then when people are spit back out into the real world, different insecurities take over. i hate seeing people around me grow weaker. or maybe i hold up this standard for ( Read more... )

i hope this is the manifesto that attacks anything that opposes me ( Read more... )

ok so fuckin, i was able to find this restaurant job that paid me more than starbucks and islands put together.  i work my ass off for the money, although i guess my body is adapting becuz its seeming less and less hard. either way, i work hard and i get paid more than well enough for someone without any kinda former training for the job. i've said ( Read more... )

so i just punched a coworker after closing tonight. he jokingly called hana a bitch earlier in the shift. he doesnt even know her, barely met her. even apologized a little while after. but by the time he did, i already had my heart set on hitting him.

i mean, it was a sucker punch, he's twice my size, and i coulda lived with if he decided to fight ( Read more... )

snagged out of em's myspace. i wanted to keep it for myself.

people are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. forgive them anyway. if you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior

motives. be kind anyway. if you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. succeed anyway. if you are

honest ( Read more... )

http://www.dailybreeze.com/news/regstate/articles/7330896.html

so, ive gotten a second job, which is good, likin the extra money. i still dont seem to have enough to save tho. i think when you really want ( Read more... )