i think if i had to choose, between aim, lj, and myspace, well for sure myspace would be the first to go, communcation filled with incredibly small talk ( Read more... )

i got off from work tonight, and i could not stay awake. which is weird because its usually pretty hard for me to sleep right after work unless im really beat/ sleep deprived. but i woke up hella late today, so i dunno what gives ( Read more... )

its when you lose connection to those people who made you happy that you lose self ( Read more... )

aright i swear, a blender, a vacuum, fold out table and fold up chairs....um...some cheap side tables and MAYBE, a coffee table and im done playing house....i swear....fuck ( Read more... )

i know i go in and out of deciding how tangible mental processes are. when i decide they are tangible things, then that means i think they are easier to manipulate. to be thrown out or kept or developed ( Read more... )

i find it incredibly hard to write in this thing. i think it may have something to do with my losing respect for words. my words. i think i may write bigger than i act. at least thats the way i have seen it. and it hasnt been a conscious thing; my not writing. its just, maybe i've gotten tired of my own voice. jaded? unmotivated? i mean, i've had a ( Read more... )

been awhile, as usual ( Read more... )

hey hey. its weird, i cant find much to say these days.i feel like theres not much to think about "in theory" anymore. basically just been going day by day, handling problems as they come, thinking about it after, then move on. it seems like its all i can do. and i dont really know if thats progress, or if its taking a step back. am i any happier ( Read more... )

ive got 10,000 btu's blowing directly behind me as i sit here. thats enough cool air to cover 400 sq. ft.

i am one coooooo mothafucka right now. gotsa to love the portable a/c.

98% of the population is asleep. The other 2% are staring around in complete amazement, abject terror, or both.

its 4:50 am and i dont feel like sleeping tonight.