i skipped out on work today ( Read more... )

....i've erased this entry three times and started over.
nothing i say sounds right.
nothing i feel can be expressed in words.
i want to write.
to feel better.
but it won't help.
not now.
not yet.

i miss you more than you could ever guess daddy.
i love you.
save a space for me in heaven.

So my dad just got out of the hospital ( Read more... )

Everyone in my family has cried, screamed, cried, screamed, begged, and so on to my dad for two years now wanting him to stop smoking ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm convinced my cat just has an issue with being left alone. (considering its only after she has been left alone for 5+ hours that she will pee on things ( Read more... )

Corey is starting a new job this Saturday.
7 days a week, 10 hours a day, for the next 4 weeks.
Poor guy.
I can't wait until he starts school in August.

I guess my weekends are going to suck.
=/

i hate that i have front row tickets to watching my family fall apart and there is nothing i can do about it.

i am so thankful for prayer and corey.
i'm pretty sure i would have lost my mind by this point without them.

why do i not have any talent?
seriously.

and i may not be getting the house.
corey has decided to go back to school and we're not sure we can afford it yet.
the house can always wait.
i've been looking forward to corey getting away from electrical work and start doing something he enjoys and that isn't so dangerous.

So it turns out my thyroid levels are up.
4.9

that explains a lot.

after i start this medicine they said i should be able to lose weight and have more energy and such.
=)

so i'm gonna make 2010 all about getting healthy!

When I posted that last entry, I was definitely talking about me being pregnant ( Read more... )