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Good vs evil... there is a balance to everything. Good & evil. Life, people... everything has a balance... this week I've had intense experiences with both. But, if I had to label this week.. it would be "good". Yet painful... but you can't experience pleasure without a little pain. (Some pain is nice, however) The day before yesterday I was robbed ( Read more... )

So... I am smoking again, my hair is basically purple (mostly in the front though) and I got my SSI... with back pay... all is well.. except for a few things, but I'm hangin in there. I would say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger... but that's pure bullshit.

So... it's been 2 days. TWO whole fucking days since I've smoked a cigarette and I haven't killed anyone =) YIPEEE!!

I've cried, threw things, came close to puking, cussed people, took too many pills AND slept too much.. but it's all good cuz... it's all good

Now I've got to go pace the floor

Joobidy wafers= Dusty's favorite word. I miss Dusty ( Read more... )

This coming weekend I'm moving into my new apartment. I have mixed emotions about this. I am mostly scared, nervous and depressed about it. No more Johnathan, no friends, no family there except mom... nothing basically. It sux pretty bad. I don't know how I'll manage ( Read more... )

Could blood not be so sweet or flow enough to sustain ( Read more... )

Today I woke up (at 9:30, at my mom's) and took a shower and went to see my lawyer. He seemed pretty optimistic about my case...said everything should turn out good. I also get my hair done in about an hour... I'm nervous about that. I've had black, burgandy and purplish colors for the last couple of years and now I'm going to a messy, layered ( Read more... )

It's 6:30, shortly (after supper) I will be heading back to... you guessed it. The lion's den. The witch's castle. Heh, some castle.. we're in a trailor in a trailor park which consists of crazy people (including us) drugs, and... well, you get the idea. ANYWAY... I guess I'll be stuck at the trailor with her (nana) cuz I can't get in touch with ( Read more... )

DO NOT READ THIS ( Read more... )