hey... so its been a year and sum small change and now im back... alive gladly well a lot has been going on... well i guess not so so much... but enough... first, im still with that beautiful lady.... the lady that has gone from that random girl in high school to the love of my life, my best friend, and my future... and we just passed a year on 06/ ( Read more... )

im layin here while my baby is massagin my neck and it feelz really good... :) im so hapy im wit her rite now... we jus got back from my aunt yvette's house where she braided my hair... my mom was hellatrippin 2nite! i swear she get on my DAMN nerves! i also talked 2 trae 2day while my car was ugettin fixed and we analyzed the breakup between kia ( Read more... )

I told her... that thing that i didnt want 2... but anyway...it turned out not 2 b so bad...

- me n kristy n trae n his nephew n Fee n Mia all went out yesterday
- we yelled at ppl
- MomDee gave me a cool pen light from Verizon (Where she works)
-  My mom has been being really mean and stupid lately...
- im so happy when im not talkin 2 my mom
- kristy ( Read more... )

Im home now... ive been away 4 a bit... i spent practically the whole weekend at my baby'z house... and i had so much fun... im so used 2 her being around me... and im used 2 her lil bro Christian bein around 2... it feels wierd with her not around... and i do wish she was around all the time... Her mom told me i could call her mom the other day ( Read more... )

u kno that new boo feeling?? thatz rite yalll the feelin of havin a brand new boo... fresh from wherever they came from... well i got that... a new boo... i kno itz crazy cuz i really thought the relationship i was in would last 4ever... but i was wrong and i am attempting 2 move on with an oh so special new person... the funny and crazy thing is ( Read more... )

im sooo tired of this! JUST CHOOSE ALREADY DAMNITT! ... u kno thatz what itz gonna come 2 so... jus save us all sum hurt... and jus do it now!!! gosh!!

p.s.   -- IM STRAIGHT!!

... wtf am i sposed 2 do now that shez back... AGAIN!?!?! ... and she wantz my attention... the question is why?? is it becuz she misses me or cuz shez jealous... or cuz shez lonely and vulnerable??? wow... i dunno what it is... or what i should do about it 4 that matter... i dun even kno exactly what she wantz from me... but this shyt seemz 2 be ( Read more... )

"This love has taken its toll on me... she said goodbye 2 many times before... And her heart is breaking in front of me...  I have no choice cause I WON'T SAY GOODBYE ANYMORE..."

"I gotta be out my mind 2 think I need someone 2 carry me... I've done enough crying... its time 2 say bye bye... "

"If it's one thing I learned... that's ... NEVER trust a ( Read more... )

BITCHES IS STILl CRAZY!! i GOT MY HEART TORN UT AND STEPPED ON... again!!... therez only so many times a person can or will go thru sumthin til they realize the HAVE 2 put a stop 2 it... sooo... i have just about completely numbed myself 2 the situation... and i feel like thatz the solution... becuz now i barely feel the pain...i figured out that i ( Read more... )

BITCHES IS CRAZY!! i dunno how much more of this shyt i can take!! im losin it here and i dunno what 2 do... yet... i cant talk 2 anyone about it cuz i dont wanna! but i suppose i should... but i dont wanna!! lyfe is jus really crazy rite now... shyt... rite now?!?!? this shyt is alwayz crazy!! i talked 2 an old friend last nite... someone else ( Read more... )