i'm Robbie and i'm poor.
So basically i really need a job. If there are any openings where you work or where you're parents work would you please please comment to me. i'm very reliable and hardworking, but i dont know of any positions. thanks!!

today i leave for Erskine to be interviewed twice more for a huge scholarship program. for going i'm garaunteed $12,500 a year, but i could get up to $17,500/year or a full ride (26,000/year). Be praying for the interviews; its kind of a big deal ( Read more... )

things are getting better. i dont want to talk about my classes because that's what everyone else is going to be doing. i like the people at my school. they're pretty ok. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ( Read more... )

its a fact i can't be happy here. 7.5 months is too far away.

i'm sorry ethan because i know you hate it when people say that, but its tru. i'm trapped here with nothing but last years memories.

Christmas brings everything back up. my mentor's suicide and the loss of another friend a little more recently.

Goodnight
have a new year

come home ted.
tonight should prove interesting

the foreward of mere christianity mentions treating people like immortal beings (because we are even if it does sound weird at first). that's challenging ( Read more... )

heres the plan:
this year lets not brag about what we got for christmas.
some of us aren't as well off as others are.
thanks

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so i'm falling apart. stress is taking my health. friends dont exist. memories are happy and never coming back. some memories hurt more now than they have in a very long time. Doubt is overshadowing.
i can barely breathe from the pain sometimes (physically, literally)

apparentlythecoolthingtodoisusenospacessowhatyoutypeisreallyhardtounderstand.gah