i don't know if it's my cupasoup binge, or if it's his words that linger in this room before he leaves. either way, my stomach hurts; but i'm thinking brewster can solve all of this. don't be deceived, life has been wonderful lately. i am so lucky, and more recently: fucking hopeful.
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this weekend was so lovelyyy!

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i smelled him on my skin after he left
last night, and sweet jesus i know i'm just
going to keep falling faster and faster.
he gives me that feeling again - the
way he smiles at me and says those
words. the way he kisses me.
i'm so scared,
but at the same time; i can't wait.

i tell myself that i have to remember this!
this is what i've wanted!

"haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh," on repeat is making my motivation disappear. no sleep tonight! surprise.

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you were right about the stars;
each one is a setting sun.


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who did i meet ongiht. what did do. who dis ihurt. who hurt me. why am i not in a coma.
the usaual questions/. jeskus christ.

"if you want something but it seems out of reach, never sit and mourn for it knowing that it's out there somewhere. find it, and don't accept anything less than exactly what you want. you deserve it."
bobby wrote this for me. almost three months ago.

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