Everything has changed since the last time i posted. and this will probably be the last time i ever post again ( Read more... )

Everybody tries to live to the extreme. I say fuck that. The greatest things in life are the simple ones.

for the first time in my life, i give up. not just some stupid "i give up, i cant win this argument" thing, but about everything in life...i give up. i cant win, i cant even fight it. so im going to sit here and take the abuse, and hope to god that it ends soon. i cant explain everything thats going on right now, you wouldnt understand-even though ( Read more... )

Where are the hopes, the dreams that once consumed my thoughts?
Where has all my pride gone?
Eaten up by the guilt that lies inside of me.
The guilt that i hide from others.
Not willing to bear the shame,
not willing to bear the mark of a fallen angel.

Who am i ( Read more... )

WOW, today sucked SO MUCH ( Read more... )

so i met this girl named miranda, she is really hot. and she goes to centenial. but she lives pretty close by me. so i met her on myspace and after a few days she was really flirting with me-and i was flirting back. but than she told me about a water polo game tonight...i was like WTF??!! I DIDNT EVEN KNOW WE HAD A WATER POLO TEAM. but we are ( Read more... )

today wasnt that bad.. Nikki sat by me and we chatted for a while in1st period. that was nice. than we did some MIG welding in shop-always fun. than after i got home, miranda was talking to me most of the night.. she wants me, i even asked afew other girls what they thought about it, and they all agreed that she likes me. which is cool because she ( Read more... )

Pleasure turns to the pain, Of the lessons learned from the strain Of the questions burned in my brain, About whether to love is humane in its touch.
These thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream in the tears of your deceit.
Fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos of our intertwined emotions.
Chatoic because the ( Read more... )

started welding today. it was pretty cool. but one of the dumb-ass freshman was welding and didnt tell us he was starting-which he was supposed to-and i didnt get my shield down in time and i got arch flash: welding puts out UV rays which , depending on the area you are in, can be 10 time more powerful than the sun, and if you dont have protection ( Read more... )