double brested jackets, sweaters or shirts are so fancy and fashionable in my opinion. i look pretty good in hats. therefore i am going to be a chef.

this place, that being arizona state university/arizona in general, has given me really awful anxiety. all the time anxious.

http://buzz.yahoo.com/buzzlog/78829
i used to love him. now he sort of bores me. but either way he is what made the food network. he is never at his resturant though which is really stupid. alton brown is my favorite

 i pretty much am so upset to be back in arizona. i didnt realize how much i didnt like it here till yesterday at 5pm when i was being driven to the airport. uhh last place i want to be in the world, in this room, with two weeks of school shit. two weeks isnt that long? right right right. aha uhh. i pretty much gained ten pounds over the last five ( Read more... )

selfish, inconsiderate.thanksgiving wont be so thankful, i just want to be with my family. ah i want to go home.! i am so mad it is actually unbelievable. the way things work out in my life is just not fair. who do you think you are making decisions without me? im suddenly not excited about anything, ohhhhhhhhh

i for some reason thought things were different or had changed. i went to sleep last night but i knew something was up, i had questions. and i hate waiting until the next day to ask them. i always fear i will forget. anyway i just want to feel okay about everything, accept and become rational somehow. crazzyy. something needs to be real, constant, ( Read more... )

i do not want that anymore. i do not have the need to be around you like that. but i do not want to be here so,
all is okay, wednesday is coming soon, cafe du monde etc etc love new orleans! 

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wow3g5rGw5Y

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dnRYddPrg4
goat troll vampire

just remember that i am a bullshit friend and that i "used" you next time you try to make excuses and apologize for calling me out on shit. i know i am awful at making plans and being decent because i have school work and other plans, but you make me so so so so uncomfortable. im not sorry

 you're not that person that is easy to talk to but i would not be comfortable talking to anyone else. you don't have mcuh to say and i want someone with tons of words and ideas. IT should be easier than it has turned out to be. how weird