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I just don't know
Venting, everything, I can only imagine the vents that one can go on via face book and not have immediate retaliation. Is this a safe place? It's interesting seeing the evolution of....stuff. From this to facebook. skipping myspace. My literary eloquence is quickly leaving so....I am always angry. I always remember...ish, The hubris of the ( Read more... ) -
surprise!!!
Heh, honestly surprised this is still up. The shear amount that can be accessed (btw, i know my spelling is atrocious, but am working on being too drunk to care.) is freaking amazing. also creepy. I dunno. shit, I don't remember when I started this, but I'll check after this post, but I remember freeopendiary was the first thing, I think i ( Read more... ) -
Crap
Over the past two weeks I've contemplated cashing my last check in a variety of scenarios. We can all picture our own end......Saphire n I may make a visit to Ramona in early June, (for the 619/760 crowd), But gonna take some time further east. This world is fucked up. My time in MD, and especially our time in AZ spelt that shit out. Hell, the ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: School Daze
Middle school, I have two memories as far as worst experiences. 7th, on a middle school trip to catalina island, had a crush on a dame, she related in typical middle school fashion, "(so n so) told me to tell you to go fuck yourself." Mental note that I didn't realte, I'd rather fuck her. To my current knowledge via high school, she's a failed jock ( Read more... ) -
The end...
I guess at heart I'm a nihilist. I don't see the point. Humanity, in the political and dogmatic views it holds will be destined to fail. And the only thing I can do is smile. Humanity goes to the next thing, this current account would probably be considered archaic, considering the only a handfull of people on my friends list has posted within the ( Read more... ) -
Well....
For the sake of everything....I guess it would be best for me to shut this down. I have my reasons. My sincerest apologies. I guess some things are better left as good memories. Goodbye. -
Ok....
I feel like an asshole. I don't really have much to say on the subject, I just do. I feel like I'm a horrible friend, can't be self sufficient, am really doing nothing with my life, and I am not completely sure if I even really give a shit at this point. Maybe it's just circumstances. I have/had the opportunity to go back to Denny's, but I'm ( Read more... ) -
Feelings.....
*Blah* Le sigh. Anywho, I could be working at Denny's by this weekend. Still need to get in touch with my recruiter. As well as my unit. Heh....unit. Oh, uhm........damn. Life is really uninteresting. Hmm...let's see if the manifestation thingy worked for powerball. Oh, Willy, Tracy, David, Sam, Alyssa, Rande, Rebecca, Alicia: "Hi, miss y' ( Read more... ) -
Well my plane didn't crash....
Back home(?) in Az. And...yeah. I missed it. I like being able to walk around without breaking a heavy sweat. "It's a dry heat" really does make sense. I....am still at a loss of how to feel. I wonder if I should ever really feel anything. Just the other day I got chastized a bit about my current employer. Something along the lines of ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I've been blatantly called a liar. Given the track record, is it really all that surprising? Call me what you will. Think about it. Think people think!!!! The responsibility of my roomate is slightly unerving. I want a place to live when I get back. Seriously, I know that Saphire'll help out with my stuff while I'm gone, and that she has my ( Read more... )