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I need to go out this weekend, before I kill someone...
PS. I hate you mercury.
PPS. I hate you enbrel.
PPPS. I hate ninjas.
PPPPS. Later Im going to make a list of things I hate. I think that will help.

So now what? Im so pissed off. I hate being sick. Honestly, if I werent sick, things wouldnt be so complicated. Its like all the energy I have goes into trying to get better. My thoughts are a bit jumbled and I thought maybe it would help to just spew them out. But apparently this isnt working so well. Maybe im the type of person who needs to have ( Read more... )

Sean is kicking me out. I have no where to go. Bye guys ( Read more... )

Ive realised something. I hate coming out of my denial and facing myself and all my issues and I can usually only handle them one at a time. Being sick makes me so depressed because I feel like Im letting myself down. Its huge for me, because ive felt that deep down, I only have myself to rely on. Well now my body has betrayed me and I dont even ( Read more... )

I was thinking about doing some spring cleaning..or an LJ freinds cut. Then I realised how pointless it was because my LJ isnt freinds only and it never has been nor will be. The only people I would cut are people who havent used thier LJ's in months, but then what if they come back? Its not like they are deleted journals either. If they had a line ( Read more... )

Im feeling better. Probably because I havent taken enbrel for a week and uped my prednisone. But anyways. I went to trader joes today and they had CHOCOLATE COVERED FROZEN BANANAS! I was so happy and they were so delicious. No where else has them. I love you trader joes. I wish to marry you some day. And revel in your chocolate covered frozen ( Read more... )

Last night, well actually this morning.. I went to the ER at about 2 am, because I was having bladder spasms and right flank pain. I have a history of kidney stones, so I thought Id get it checked out. Well they took a urine sample and I had blood in my urine, so they did a CT scan. It was negative. They said they would culture my urine for ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what if. And then I get really fucking depressed.

I have removed my messengers until I get this worm off my system. Should be done sometime today. Its pissing me off, but thanks to everyone for your help ( Read more... )