I do not feel sad.  There is simply so much life to be excited about.

Perhaps when I am done with high school...I will be done with Guilderland.

...I don't know if I'm ready to be done with high school.

This is so fucking ridiculous and I fucking hate everyone especially my mother (who = satan) right now.

I am so not smooth.

Yes, I'm going to be okay.  In fact...I'm going to be fabulous.

Wow I really know how to pick 'em.

I really love it here.

I hate fucking up.  I hate disappointing people.  My class advisor is so pissed off at me and he has every right to be because I haven't done anything for our class in about 4 months and it makes me feel like a terrible human being and I always skip classes and I never do work and arghhh...I just want to be a good person.  I just want to live up to ( Read more... )

Just took my last AP test EVER.  The life of the second semester senior is absolutely splendid.

I don't want to do this.  I don't want to make this decision, I don't want to go, I don't want to be wrong.  I just really...I don't want to be unhappy and I don't want to leave.  I don't know.  I don't want to never leave but I just like it so much here.  I like my school and my friends and my work and the attendance lady who always lets me leave ( Read more... )