yeah im alive. lifes been pretty routine, thank god, no crazy drama besides josh and vic breaking up ( Read more... )

dear depressiondid you not ruin my life 2 years ago? because im thinking you did. and im thinking you dont need to again. please stop making your ranom visits longer and longer each time. and pretend you dont know that im so weak that i can succumb to it. i dont like wanting to do nothing but sit in my room and stare at walls. so please dont make ( Read more... )

friday was spent with the lovely ali jo. i went and got her and we went to moore to see edict of nantes/ corban eldrea/ a better tomorrow/ the victory. it was a really great show, but a bad night. there were lots of things that needed to be taken care of that night that never got taken care of. my logan was there and it made my day. after that i ( Read more... )

welllll its been since tuesday that i posted. wednesday and thursday were kind of unpostworty so it doesn't really matter.

friday after school chinki, me, victoria, alisa, josh, jordan and macella all went to buffalo wild wings. we watched some oprah - and DAMN she looks good! victoria drank so much effing water. afterwards, me and chinki went ( Read more... )

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sunday night i went to the TSUNAMI BOMB / MOTION CITY SHOW! it was effing great. the first band, the academy is, is a REALLY REALLY good band. then limbeck, i hate them. then tsunami bomb, it was awesome. i had tons of fun rockin out to them with brad. then motion city soundtrack. god i effing love them. id only heard a few songs by them but ( Read more... )

the cool thing at PC is to put this survey on your el jay ( Read more... )

well my break has been superfunfilled. breakdown.

thursday after all the thanksgiving fun chinki and i went to wal mart. then to brians house. then we went to get my friend jessica. then we went back to wal mart. then drove around to absolutely nowhere. then chinki went home. then jessica went home. then i went home.

friday i woke up and went to ( Read more... )

well. i am thankful for a lot. 'specially my friends and 'specially for zao ( Read more... )

today was a VERY good day, i was just in a bad mood ( Read more... )

wow so i really suck at the whole "keeping your journal updated" thing. ive been doing grreat without matt. i can't really remember anything before thursday, so ill start there.

thursday after school i come home and well my room is a MESS. my mom decided to go through all my stuff and she just put it all in bags, and im STILL cleaning it all up. ( Read more... )